Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Nico

Its been so dry here. The ground thirsts for water, and the flowers have all wilted. The sky opened and the rains began to fall at the same time my heart did. Ominous indeed. My little brother is going to prison. I can't fathom this. Kubler-Ross, you might have been onto something here. It feels like there is a weight on my chest, I think I might even be feeling anxiety? Is that what that is? I hear patients talking about it...rapid heart rate, hands tingly, mouth tingly, loss of linear thought patterns...I think I'll go have a breath of this "rain air" and a cup of tea.