The Very Truth

The very truth of the matter is that I'm afraid to fail.  I've come so close now...but the "what if's" have gotten a hold of me.  What if  I bomb the MCATS? What if my financing falls out? What if they actually accept me? What if I'm away from my family far more than I could have imagined? What if they say I'm not good enough.....what if i fail.
I know nothing will change until I decide to change it.  I will continue to feel restricted and frustrated. 
I'll shoot for this moon....