I wonder when you are going to realize that he's not yours. How much longer will you be able to lie to yourself? You know he's not the one you're supposed to be with. You know he's not your soul mate...yet you'll continue to lie to yourself to present some transparent facade. I wonder how much of your youth; how much of your beauty you'll lose before you finally admit the truth that resonates in your soul...before you'll no longer be able to suppress that voice that tells you that you can not honestly see yourself growing old with this man. Your God? You speak of your God to a point where it chokes me and it chokes those around you! You are searching for something to believe in because you surely can't believe in yourself! Why? Because all you do is lie to yourself. You speak of your God and point your finger at others, saying words as though you stand on a higher moral ground than those heathens around you. In your Christianity and your 'Holy Bible' you are taught that your God dwells within you. You can feel the presence of the Holy Spirit within you! Hallelujah Praise Baby Jesus~ If your God dwells within you, then you are not only lying to yourself and those around you, you are also lying to your God. Is there a thing more forgivable than divorce? Is lying to your self, your family, your friends...your God...more forgivable than admitting you've made a mistake and remedy with divorce?
I do think about your from time to time, but just as easily...I forget about you.
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